LIfe can become so boring

I've been in my office since 10:30 this morning trying to figure out what to do today. I tried cleaning up some of the mess and papers strewn into my table. After a while, I looked out into the window as if I was expecting someone to come although, in truth, nobody was coming. Then I stood up and walked around in my office as if I needed to think and reflect on something very seriously. When I got bored, I ran into the kitchen and got a cup of coffee just to calm my nerves. The truth is, I really didn't know what to do today. After my mass this morning, there was nothing else to do except to sit in my office and pretend that I was too busy. Life can become soooo boring - when you are not doing anything. I guess I needed to pray, at least, so I had to do something.